A Day in the Life of Me

kerckaert @ 2008-01-13T23:03:00

2008-01-14T04:13:11Z

1. What's the connection between you and the last person you texted?
They're my best friend

2. What is wrong with you right now?
Nothing that I know of

3. Do you miss your first love?
yes

4. When did you last cry?
A few months ago

5. Who do you hate?
This one girl from Michigan who is a back-stabbing bitch.

6. What do you want in your life right now?
All the friends I hung out with before I left Michigan, and Ashley M.

7. Are you happy?
I'm never happy

9. What do you smell like?
idk

10. Drinking?
nothing

13. What do you wear to bed?
pajamas

14. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
no

15. What are you doing/did today?
I went to tennis, cleaned my room, wathched TV, got on the computer

16. What was the last movie you went to?
National Treasure

18. Do you live near your ex boyfriend/girlfriend?
no

19. Are you scared of bugs?
some

20. Are you a cuddler?
I don't think I am

22. What do you think of Eminem?
I like him better as Slim Shady. I think Eminem is a bit too serious for me.

23. Do you read?
yes

24. Do you sleep with a teddy bear?
I havn't lately

25. Last thing that made you cry?
Just being overwhelmed with life

26. Whose house did you go to today?
I didn't

28. Do you like anyone right now?
yes

29. Are you bored?
I don't know if I'm bored or tired.

41. Do you trust people easily?
Too easily.

30. What is the last movie you watched?
Mean Girls

31. Do you say "dawg"?
no

32. What are you excited about?
Moving to New York after graduation

34. Who was last to cook for you?
idk

35. When you sleep do you dream about heroin addicts?
yes

36. What’s on your mind right now?
How shady a particular back-stabbing bitch has been and how much I miss high school

37. Who was the last person to make you cry?
My father.

38. Name someone whose name starts with the letter "R."
Ron

39. Do you care what others think about you?
No

42. Do you think you'll be married in 10 years?
I don't think so. Who wants to be married when they're 31?

43. Will you ever kiss the last person you kissed again?
sure.

44. What do you look forward to in the next 3 months?
getting done with classes and then doing my psych practicum

45. Who was the last person you called?
either Asley or Kristen

46. Who was the last missed call?
Kristen

47. whats your ringtone?
idk

48. Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
No. Not until After I graduate.

49. What were you doing at 9 pm last Friday night?
Watching Monk

50. What happened at 10:00 am today?
I don't know . I was sleep.

This is what's gonna go down

2007-11-05T15:52:54Z

Quick post before I leave from work. I'm SO stoked for 3 reasons (maybe more, we'll see). 1. My sister is coming up for Thanxgiving (which is weird because I was so mad at her last Thanxgiving). But I'm really excited because I havn't seen here since May. 2. After she gets here, we're going to go to the NY on Thanxgiving day to see the Macy's Day Parade!!!!!!!! That's like the most exciting thing for me. I have ALWAYS wanted to go to that parade, and now we prolly are!!! I'm so excited!! And the day after Thanxgiving is the biggest shopping day of the year, and we’re gonna hit every spot! And Talia’s company (NASCAR) is paying for all of our hotel rooms which means they’re gonna be way swanky! 3. We're going to go and visit Talia for Christmas. Now as of last year that wouldn’t have been too much of a big deal. However, Talia is now a resident of……DAYTONA, FLORIDA!! So it’s NYC for Thanksgiving and Florida for Christmas. This is how it should be!! I'm super excited. Hopefully this'll be the next best two months ever! I'm SO excited.

Yea.....

2007-10-20T13:35:45Z

I am going out of my freakin' mind. Does anyone know how hard it is to be realistic? Ugh, it's killing me. For those of you who don't know, let me elaborate. I'm not doing any theatre, music, or dance stuff right now (*gasp!!*). My father is always like, 'why don't you minor in music or theatre because you love it so much?' My response to him is that a minor in music is a waste of my time. I love everything about the performing arts, but I also know how hard it is to "make it" in tha field. It's next to impossible! My thing is this: What if I minor in theatre? When I graduate, I won't be able to get a good job because there are no jobs for psych majors until (at the extremely very least) after grad school. So, if I minored in theatre, I would pretty much be doing grad school while like being a waitress, and that's okay, but if I minored in art history (which I'm thinking about doing), that might give me a bit more of an opportunity. I'm planning on taking a year (or so) off after graduation next year to completely devote my time and energy to the performing arts. With that, I will have an art history minor to fall back on and maybe get a job as an art dealer or something a bit better than a waitress. That's my whole reason for not really doing anything in the performing arts now and IT'S TOTALLY KILLING ME! I'm gonna take a music and/or dance class next semester, but it really is not the same. But I have to just keep telling myself that next year I will be free to completely do the one thing that I love more than.....prolly almost anything in the world!! Anyway, it's time for breakfast. Peace Out!!!!!

My Weekend

2007-10-15T16:01:06Z

My weekend was good. The family and I went to White Plains, NY, stayed their for a night and visited a friend of my moms and then took a train into Manhattan on Sunday. We walked around for a bit, got some dinner, and then saw "The Color Purple" at the Broadway with Fantasia Borino. I was a little bit worried that I wouldn't like her performance because her voice isn't my favorite, but she freakin' blew me away! She ( and the rest of the cast) was amazing! I loved it! It was much funnier than the movie, and the songs were great, and it was just great. I'm so glad that we saw it! I'm not gonna say much about it because it was just undescribable, so I'll just leave it at that. I did, however, meet ithe producer of the show and we talked about theatre and stuff, and that was cool, but I didn't get like his card or anything, but that's okay. Anyway, I have to go.

I havn't posted in a while because.....

2007-09-26T14:51:13Z

I have been SO freakin' busy. As of right now, I'm working two jobs (my regular job and working for a freind of the family for like a week), and going to school. Needless to say, I'm exhausted. Friday's my last day working for the lady, and then I'll get to rest for a few days!! I don't have much to say right now because I'm at work (of course), but I felt that I should write something. Anyway, that's all for right now.

A dream I once had

2007-09-10T14:22:39Z

The other night, I had a dream. I dreamt that me and Gabby were still friends. That was a nice dream. But then I woke up and I was sad again. The End.

kerckaert @ 2007-08-07T15:02:00

2007-08-07T19:43:22Z

*Sigh.* What a day it's been so far. I finally finished all four projects that I was working on for work, and now I have a bit of time to chill before someone gives me another project to do. Actually, now that I'm like ready to post, I have nothing really to post about. My sister is going to be in NY in like a few days, and we're thinking of going up there and staying with her for a long weekend, but we're not sure because I'll still be in class. We were actually planning on going to NY the week after once my class is over, but we shall see. Other than that.....nothing has been going on at all. It's interesting how my life always seems to fall into a pattern. My dad noticed when he was down here. I get up, go to class, go to work, go home, go to sleep. But now, I'm so excited because I joined the Tennis club and they meet everyday at 7:30am. It's so much fun! I totally love it!

OMG, I totally forgot. Prolly the second hugest news (in my family). My dad sold our house in MI. That's exciting because now he'll be able to move down here and we'll be a whole family again. And after his last visit went so well, I'm pretty excited. It'll be a bit of a change because I've been living my PA life with just my mom and that's what I'm used to, but it'll totally be okay. I'm so excited that my dad will be here, and I'm eager to see what he's gonna do when he gets here. He's a pretty unpredictable person, you never know what type of thing he'll get into. There's only one problem: He'll be bringing two more cars down with him, and it was a problem just with three cars. So there will be a LOT of manervering with 5 cars, but whatever. I was planning on going back to MI before my dad moved down here to visit my friends, but I don't know if that'll happen now. I don't know when everything will be finalized or whatever, but we'll see. Wow, I only got 20 minutes left of work. This day totally flew by! I guess I'll start packing up and getting ready to go home. I think I'll just take it easy tonight, stay in my room, and play my piano. Anyway, that's all for now (though it really wasn't anything).

kerckaert @ 2007-08-07T14:56:00

2007-08-07T18:58:28Z

I just want to say that no matter what....."some people" will always be bitches, whores, and sluts. That is all.

Random Post

2007-08-02T13:50:36Z

Now that I've finished the Harry Potter book, my life has seemed kind of...empty. Lol. I have nothing to do except study and work. Ugh. This is why I hate the summer. I overexert myself WAY too much and I wind up getting sick...ALWAYS! And I won't get a break until classes start in August. But I guess it's okay. I mean, I do love making money, I just hate my job. Who wants to be behind a desk for 48 hours?? What kind of life is that? I should start looking for a different job. That's a great idea! I'll start looking now, and so I can quit by the time classes start. I'm just so over the behind the desk on campus job. I would rather be working......I don't know where. Something creative. But the most creative thing here is....I don't know. I havn't found it yet. If I want creative stuff I'd have to go to the capital or Philadelphia or even NY (which I might be going to in two weeks!!). But anyway, I just hate my job. I don't know what it is about it though. In MI, I had pretty much the same job and I worked there for a year (maybe 2, I don't remember). Maybe I'm just getting too old for this, or maybe I'm too young for this. At least I had other student workers to talk to in MI. Here, the one person closest to my age is like 25, and that would be cool, but she doesn't talk much...like at all. She pretty unaproachable. Other than that, it's just a bunch of old ppl. There will be more student workers in the fall, but...Idk. I prolly wouldn't be so crabby if I got paid for what I did. Most days I don't really have many projects to work on. But there are those days when I have to make like 4 hand delieveries in (no lie) 90 degree whether to buidlings that are (no lie) at least a mile away. There are days when I seriously don't sit for more than five minutes all day because I'm so busy. But then I get my check and see that the fucking state of Pennsylvania took over $100 out of my check. I work my ass off just to get gyped! It's bullshit and it's not even worth it. But that's not the only thing that bothers me about this job. Even on days when I just sit here all day and read, study, play on the computer or whatever, I'm just not satisfied. Maybe if I didn't work so many hours I would appreciate it more.....maybe not. Maybe it's not the job, but it's the place. I miss my friends in MI so much, but because I'm so freakin' busy, I don't hardly get time to even talk to them. Ugh. I'm starting not to like this situation. Whatever.

Update on other ppl's lives

2007-07-12T14:30:54Z

*Sigh.* It's so nice that ppl are begining to grow up. Like, I've cut ppl off because they were being stupid and immature, and now they're seeing that it's not cute anymore. High School has been over for 3 years (2 for some) and now they're realizing that they don't need all of that cattiness in their lives and can just be happy. You can try and tell ppl things that'll help them in the long run, but ultimately you have to just let them figure things out themselves. It's just too bad that it wasn't figured out before a pretty good friendship was completely fucked up, but that's life and that's how they do.

kerckaert @ 2007-07-10T09:57:00

2007-07-10T14:00:56Z

So, I got back in PA Sunday night in just enough time to go to sleep and wake up for my 8:00am class the next day. That sucked, but at least I had a pretty good time in MI. I'm so glad that I got to see my girls. I would have liked to spend more time with them, but it didn't work out that way, but it was still so great. It's kind of funny how you can be seperated for a long time and just pick up where things left off pretty much. It was really fun. I can't wait until September when they come down here. That's gonna be so much fun! NYC, Rent, and my homies. What could possibly go wrong. Anyway, that's all for now. I don't really feel like typing too much because I'm freakin' exhausted. So peace out.

Random Rantings

2007-07-02T17:11:31Z

I'm at work and I'm REALLY bored. Mondays are usually our realatively busy day, but for some reason, it's just slow. Fortunately though, time is just flying by. Seriously, everytime I look at the clock, another 45min have gone by. Anyway, I figure that I would just post something...anything to occupy my time. In a few days I will be leaving PA for MI. I'm super excited! I get to see my bestest buddies in the whole world and we're gonna hang out and (hopefully) have a jolly good time! I'm super excited. But I'm also excited to see my family too. My Grandfather's coming up from Georgia for my aunt's party (the whole reason we're going to MI in the first place), and I get to see my cousins, aunts, grandmother, my sister (who I'm staying with) and....my dad. I don't know how I feel about that. The last time I saw him he pissed me off so bad that I was glad he was leaving and that I wouldn't have to see him for a while. I'm trying to just forget the incident, but it's hard when I know that it's not going to be the last time he pisses me off. And now, he's gonna be staying in PA for like 2 months. I'm happy for mom because she really misses him, but I'm apprehensive. At least I'll be at work all day and then I can lock myself in my room and do homework (because my class will have, hopefully, started by then), play my piano or guitar or something and/or watch tv without actually having to interact with him. He didn't piss me off too bad when I was in Michigan before moving here, so maybe we'll get along better. For my sake, I really hope so. Ugh. It's awful that I have to brace myself to get mad at my father, but that's just how it is. He doesn't know how to express himself well, so he does it in ways that irritate and piss me off. As a psychologist in training, I tend to analyze the things he does and attempt to figure out why he's like that, and then I attempt to explain to him why it makes me mad. But do you think he listens? No. But whatever. I only have a year or so and then it's (hopefully) off to NYC or wherever. But I really need to not live with my parents anymore. I mean, it's pretty cool for right now because we just moved, and I wouldn't want to be by myself in PA anyway, but after this, I really need to break away from the 'rents. Maybe I'll move back to MI....nah. But it'll be somewhere. Anyway, that's all I feel like saying right now.

And This is IT.....

2007-06-25T19:28:55Z

The reason why I moved to PA: OPPORTUNITY. And here is my first opportunity: American Idol auditions are in Philladelphia!! I almost chocked on my spit! I'm super excited and super nervous, but I'm gonna give it a shot. Unfortunately the audition date is Aug 27 (BTW, fall classes start on Aug 27). Ugh. But still, how cool is this?! I'm stoked!

kerckaert @ 2007-06-14T11:28:00

2007-06-14T15:37:16Z

I'm gonna call the talent agen people back today. I'm kind of excited. The guy in charged left me a message and he said that according to what I submitted, they would really be able to help me, and he said there were a lot of auditions in the area. This is why I moved to PA, to be closer to stuff like this so I could get better opportunities. The most exciting part is just knowing what different auditions are around here. But now that I'm working so much and about to take classes, I just hope that I have time for whatever they're going to offer me. I already asked my mother though. I said, if something really important to me came up, would it be cool if I did that instead of school for a while. I mean obviously I would go back, but it was just something I had to ask her. With everything available here, you never know what may happen. And if something comes up, I may have to jump at the chance without worrying about school. However, it is my senior year, and I do wanna finish. I could wait until next year to do all of this stuff, but I really don't wanna. If I can do something now, you better believe I'm gonna try and make it happen. But, as usual, I'm getting ahead of myself. I still have to call the agency after I get off of work. I'm pretty excited!

Ugh.

2007-06-03T16:59:58Z

I'm really pissed off because I had just typed this REALLY long entry, and then my computer screwed up and lost it!! Oh well, I'll try again. What I was pretty much saying was that I'm glad that I finally got some time to chill and update. I like being busy and productive, so I decided to get a job a few weeks ago so I won't be just sitting at the house all day (and plus I'll get paid!). So the job is pretty cool. It's from 9-4 everyday on campus. It's a great job, but it really makes me look forward to the weekends. I'm trying to figuure out a weekend when I can go into NYC maybe just by myself of just with my mother. Last weekened was totally stupid. My mother and I went to Philly to visit her friend Jennifer and then the three of us plus one of Jennifer's other friends went to Brooklyn for the day. Well, it was terrible. Jen is one of the most annoying ppl I think I have ever met in my life! She tries to anticipate everything you're gonna say without listening, she's a know-it-all, and a cheater. Like after spending the whole day with her in the city, I was SO ready to go home. My mother and I wanted to go and see shows, but Jenn had us doing something completely different for us to do. My mother hadn't been to NYC for like 15 years and didn't really kow any of the hot spots to go. And Jenn, just being the person that she is figured that I didn't know either. So, instead of asking me what I'd like to do, she had us go to this thing that was totally stupid. I mean, the block party part was fun, but the "performance" was really dumb. I was so freakin' pissed off. It was an entire day wasted by this woman. She just really pissed me off. But I couldn't say anything about it because that would have been rude. I mean, she was trying to show us a good time, but she just wasn't succeeding. She kept trying to explain like everything. It's one thing to be told something, but it's another thing to be told something about things you already know a LOT about. When Kristen and Ashley come and visit, we'll have SO much fun. I think my mother and I could have fun too if we just went by ourselves. I mean, we can go see shows, go shopping, I'll dance with the naked cowboy again, and everyone will be happy! Ugh. That woman just really pissed me off. I had anticipated that weekend for a very long time, and she just toatlly ruined it for me. Ugh. I did NOT like that woman too much. But whatever. I bet we'll never go with her again to the city. I'll definately go back and visit her in Philly because Philly is such a beautiful city (and they got nice hair for sale too) and I didn't really get to walk around it too much. So I'll definately do that again, I just don't know when. And with my summer classes starting in July, that'll make it a bit more difficult. But whatever.

Memorial Day

2007-05-20T19:56:34Z

So, check it out. I couldn't decide whether I wanted to go to Philly or to NYC for Memorial Day, so, I might be doing both. My God, I LOVE this state! We're thinking about driving into Philly like early Saturday morning, spend the day and then take the train into NYC. This is one of the main reasons that I decided to move here. I would NEVER in my life get to do this still living in MI. I mean, I go to NYC, but I wouldn't be able to go to both awesome places in one weekend. It's gonna be awesome. But we're still not sure on the exact plans yet, but whatever we do is gonna be super fun (I hope. lol). Okay, that was all I wanted to say. I havn't been able to post in like forever and I just wanted to update. Okay, peace out!

Last night

2007-04-30T17:37:06Z

So, last night Kristen and I went to meet some of her fraternity ppl at Oldies Night. I didn't really feel like going because I was tired, but we were already at the movies (Blades of Glory is an awesome movie btw) and I felt bad that I didn't go over for our movie night the other night, so I went with her. I never usually have fun at oldies, but it was really fun last night. We split a bell ringer and that made it a bit (actually a LOT) better, and the folks that we met up with were cool. All in all, it was a great night. We had fun, and by the time we left, we could barely walk from being tired, soar, and slightly buzzed. Lol. Anyway, I'm taking a break from studying from behavioral neuroscience, and thought I'd make a random post. That is all.

Happy Birthday to ME!!

2007-04-29T00:45:55Z

I'm 21 bitches!! I've been waiting for this day for an incredibly long time! And not only did it finally come, but it also came with the most kick ass party of my life!! I found the most awesomest dress in the world and I was SO freakin' excitied! AND Amy came down (up? whatever...) from Baker and surprised the heck out of me! I had just talked to her like an hour before the party and I was telling her how I was sad that she couldn't come, and then she totally surprised me! It was great. There were a few emo moments with some ppl, and it almost brought down my night, but I decided not to let it get to me and just had an absolutely fabulous time! We've been working on this party thing for a very long time, and it came out just perfectly. I don't think I would have liked to have it any other way. I was a bit bummed when the roommate and the boyfriend came back that night because then we couldn't be as loud as we were, and I think that's when we all started coming down off of our high, but it was just such an awesome night and an awesome way to remeber all of my friends whom I absolutely love to death! I just can't beleive that I'm 21! I've been saying that all day, and I just really can't believe it. I'm just so stoked! And now, I'm ready to go to sleep because we didn't go to sleep until like 5:30, I got woken up at 7-ish, and then again at 12:30-ish. If I hadn't been woken up, I prolly wouldn't even be waking up until like now. Lol. But now, I have to finish studying for my sociology final which is on Monday (I freakin' loath that class). Okay. That is all.

kerckaert @ 2007-04-25T19:40:00

2007-04-25T23:42:40Z

I knew that college students were bad with drama and stuff, but I really never thought that adults (like really old ppl) would get into it too. I don't know all of the details with what is going down at the B-way, but I just can't believe that it escalated like it did. After receiveing another message that has absolutely nothing to do with me, I just had to comment about it. That is all for now. I think I'm gonna do some homework before hittin' b-dubs tonight. Peace.

kerckaert @ 2007-04-24T22:07:00

2007-04-25T02:10:32Z

Ah, what an unbelievably awesome day!! Don't you just totally love when like EVERYTHING goes your way? I am extremely ecstatic with the way things have turned out today. It's just nice to know that things can be manipulated to how you want them! Yay!!

kerckaert @ 2007-04-24T13:11:00

2007-04-24T17:23:58Z

So, I just got off the phone with Amy and she tells me that she might not be able to get off work on Friday. Of course, that makes me really sad. I was thinking that we could reschedule the whole thing for Saturday, but a LOT of ppl are already involved, and not partying on Friday will completley mess up the whole string of party-ness. It would seem so wrong to not party with her because this whole thing was her idea. Now I'm super excited! Me, Kristen, Ashley and (maybe) Amy are gonna go shopping for outfits for my party and Ashley's party like on Wednesday. I can't believe that it's only 3 days away!! I'm WAY too excitied! Oh great, there's no way I'm gonna be able to sit still in my sociology class now. I totally love the subject, but the teacher gets on my last nerves. He's a nice enough guy, but who gets like 5 weeks behind schedule on material? And now we have to cram every bit of info that he gives us in an hour. It's just stupid. I hate that class. I'd say that one of these days I'd skip it, but there's not point in it because I think today's the last day. I'm not sure, but I think it is. There's no class on Thursday, and I think next Tuesday's the final!! Yay! The only bad part of not having class on Thursday is that EVERYBODY is prolly gonna be at B-Dubs on Wednesday. Oh well, it'll be even more fun. I wonder if I should see if Chris Brown's gonna go. Anyway, that's all for my random rantings...for now.

Another weekend of....fun?

2007-04-23T22:28:50Z

So, with classes winding down, we only have two more weekends of partying left. It's kind of sad that it's almost over, but it's a total blast as it's going on right now.....except for the drama lol. Those who know what I'm talking about don't need for me to explain anymore, and those that do not know what I am talking about prolly don't need to know. The School of Music (SoM) formal was so much fun!! We got to dance to "Mmmm Bop" and "My Humps!" Lol, and we all looked fierce (that means good)! The drama has been bypassed (for now) and we're not moving onto another weekend of fun. This time it's gonna be interesting because the plan is to be out and partying Wednesday (kareoke at B-dubs), Thursday (Ashley's birthday party), Friday (my birthday party), and prolly Saturday (just because that's what we do Lol). It really truly amazes me sometimes how all of our work can still get done with us out all of the time like every night. I'm stoked for the weekend after finals (and sad at the same time) because it's prolly gonna be like straight partying until the day I die (and by that I mean until the day I leave), Anyway, Saturday was another super fun, staying out until about 5-ish, cry your eyes out, frustrating, rockin' to Mmm Bop, Weird Al, and Brittney Spears kind of a night. The next update will be full of exceprts from the next partying session. Woo hoo!

My weekend

2007-04-15T21:27:25Z

I have to take a minute from writing my paper to post about my weekend (so far). Okay. Friday was Ashley, Ashley, and Derek's birthday party. That was SO much fun. I got to meet some really nice (and male-whore-ish) ppl, we danced, we drank, we sang Rent and karaoke, we made out with ppl....it was an awesome night! The next night, Ashley, Kris, and I were chillin' after the One-acts (which were funny) watching "Into The Woods" when suddenly the phone rings. Well, the male-whore invited us over for a party at his place and couldn't turn it down. So, another night of meeting really nice ppl, dancing, drinking, (no singing *sad face*), and making out. I'm still so amped from this weekend, that I just wanna go out and party, but nobody else wants to *another sad face* I guess everyone's all partied out, so we'll just have to wait until next week and the week after that! That's gonna be super fun (I hope)! Anyway, that was just a random post. Okay, back to my paper.

kerckaert @ 2007-04-12T09:18:00

2007-04-12T14:08:52Z

Okay. As soon as I found out I was leaving, I got so excited! But now that the actual date is so close, I'm getting a little sad and nervous. I met such great people over the past few years, and it's gonna be so sad to leave them :(

Idiots

2007-04-11T18:38:30Z

It's so ironic how someone could possibly say that they know what's best for other people when their life is completely fucked up. It makes me laugh so hard! Oh my gosh. It's like someone who just got dumped by their boyfriend (twice) giving someone advice on how to spice up someone else's relationship. Lol. Oh my gosh, I can't get over it. I thank this person for posting the absolute stupidest thing I've heard in a very long time. I needed a good laugh. And with that, I'm off!!